Ahh you guys I officially hit my biggest impossible goal yet!

I got into the 200k Mastermind.

Two months ago I was working on this goal – but I was trying to get accepted next year.

The requirements seemed so daunting.

And then at some point, I suddenly thought, why wait?

If it's impossible in one year, and it's impossible now, what's the difference?

I could just do it now.

And it has tested me on a whole new level.

I've never had to show up with this much conviction and certainty that I could do something I had ZERO evidence I could do.

But I didn't want to have to tell you that I didn't make it.

I wanted to walk my talk: to show up every day even when it sucked, to commit the result and to never ever give up.

(Do you know how excruciatingly motivating it is to run a Facebook group based purely on achieving impossible goals? It's the best kick in the booty you'll ever get I HAD to do it. I'd told you all I was going to).

So not a day went by in the last two months where I didn't do something to move closer to the goal. Even if that was visualizing, journaling or planning.

And I cried. And I stressed. And I took messy, imperfect actions. I make several big mistakes.

But I also had SO much support. Incredible people in my offline life, my coaches, my Facebook group, and my own clients rooting for me. Thank you all SO much. I wouldn't be here without you.

The most important lesson I learned in the last two months:

When things don't work, it's not a sign to stop – it's a test to see if you want it bad enough to keep going. It's a chance for you to show up as the person you've always wanted to be.

Other thoughts that helped me:

1. It's already DONE.

2. What creative solutions have I not thought of yet?

3. If I had 24 hours left, what would I do?

4. There is always another way.

If there's one thing I believe now more than ever: we are all capable of doing impossible things.