You can't learn to swim via email.

You have to get in the water. 

Feel the cold. Swallow some chlorine.

It's the only way.

No matter how much passion you have for your goal right now, it's not enough to carry you to the final result if you don't actually do anything.

You have to put yourself in a situation where even when it's cold, you get in deep end.

You know what you need to do.  

You just haven't done it yet.

Time to get in the water.